I think AF is here.
To be honest I am quite devastated. I suppose because I really though this was it for us. Unlike the previous cycle, I ovulated. We DTD at the 'right times' and after I had Ov'd, nursing E was unbearable. I had cramps on and off during my 2ww so was hopeful.
I tested with some ebay 10mlu cheapies at 9DPO same day I got a BFP with E but it was Negative. I ordered some First Response ones and they arrived yesterday, I tested using 3rd morning Urine and thats when things got messy.
|First response 'white line'.|
I got a white line. Yes you read that right. A white line. A freaking white line. That blasted thing made me believe for a split second that we had done it. Then I googled and realised it was actually very common. So a BFN.
I am rather cross that this phenomenon is so common. There shouldn't be any line if its a negative result. No line. It is cruel to let a woman think there is a chance. I rang the first response line and the lady confirmed it was a negative and the 'indent' shouldn't be there.
This is a PSA: ladies, if it's not pink do not think you are with child. "A line is a line" is no longer valid.
I hope first response sorts their poop out because women's hopes and dreams are tied up in that little stick they sell to us. 6 days sooner my derrière!
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Well I tested this morning and got the same white line but then discovered I was bleeding. 2 days early but it's here I guess.
I had a chat with my friend E and she really helped me put into perspective.
I'll take some time to just be and see what happens.